I convinced my best friends that I loved him, but for so many times they doubted it.
I mentioned many values inside of him, they just smiled at me.
I scream ‘I love him!’, they gave me silence.
For one by one in my life, it just went away.
I laid down myself on bed, just like watching an old movie. Some voices sounded too loud, some pictures were just like a blank paper. Worthless.
Now, I realize, I’m just not that into him.
Sometimes, my best friends know more what my heart says.